Hi readers ,
hmmm ... having a heavy heart nor
due to alot of stuff happened this two days haiz ,
feeling veh sad esp ystd feel so lost and feeling so sad
realli dun know what to do .
Am not a very good brother ,
no matter how hard i tried or i said ,
i dun even know whether it help .
OKay ystd morning ard
3 am dear come my house overnite then sleep all the
way untill 3 pm then have lunch then i went
back to sleep le after that woke up ard
6 settle some stuff .
Then 7 plus took cab tu er tou take cake
then went tu ,marina and celebrate jing lin and jing jia birthday
or but I"M having SORE EYE ar
damn pain lah whole day my eye red red de very xin ku .
After that ard 11 plus went home send the twins home
cos alot of bangala lol
after that i took cab home bath ,
then awhile later
sheng sms ask miie go drink so i went tu 7-11 buy drink
first then cab down tu er tou and meet h9im
for drinking session ystd
was not a happy day at all .
Ystd cry cos realli can take it looking at the
scene heart feeling very lost and broken ,
my words doesn't seem tu be working realli
felt so useless at that point of time .
Heard both of them crying haiz .
Suddenly feel that love was not that reat after
all everyone are getting hurt becos of it haiz
why not everything just end if of with
nothing with no sense and feeling
Hope he can be strong stand up and go
for it bah haiz okay that
all good luck readers lol .

hold me now at 7:45 PM