Haiz .. zhen de hen mei you xinq qing getting more and more stress with all my stuff bah really really feel like giving up haiz. Hmm ... now in scholl just now damn fuck up with that teacher keep on shoot shoot n shoot CCB HATE EUU TUU CORE , haiz no mood at all to study so many thing to think about so many thing to take care of , when then will i get to rest wo zhen de zhen de hao lei ar haiz .
Feel DAmn STRESS UP ARGH.... whyee like tht ? Sorrie dear keep on neglect euu and make euu think so much of thing ... next tyme dun like that liao hor haiz ... last week realli realli hen fan untill now i still haven not solve my problem make miie feel like giving up ... sorrie frenz haiz ... wo zhen de bu zi dao yao zhe mo yang cai neng kai xin qi lai . Maybe i'm already dead le bah cos i realli dun have the mood le .
Last week drunk ha ha again .. but fred got drunk one time also finally saw him vomit hee hee .... so funny ha ha .. the feeling of drunk was damn good got so much of stress been release and no fan nao at all .. haiz if i can drunk n not been waken up any more then good le haiz ... wo zhen de hao xiang jui. My heart is very pain veri veri de pain .. i feel like going out of here n walk away . I miss the past misses the beautiful past haiz ... ar i realli miss the past .. haiz .
Everything change lifestyle and everything but quite okie .. i really hope that nothing much will come out again cos i dun know whether i can take up another blow wo zhen de hao xiang ku dan ku bu chu lai. Who can realli understand my feeling who ? If give miie the chance i will choose not to be the elderest one haiz .. cos i realli bear alot of responsible haiz ....

hold me now at 8:02 PM