Haiz this few days not very de happie very de stress and alot of thing was like keep on coming up very very de stress haiz. Feel like giving up in everything haiz .. reallie nid motivation from my frenz esp good one haiz ... feel that i'm stranger to alot of people le maybe is miie whose going more and more quiet haiz . whyee am i becoming like this haiz .. kahhao ar whyee you like that must try to be happie okie . Hmmm ... now in class doing nothing lor lesson getting more and more sian and i'm getting more and more tired haiz ... this few days didn't reallie sleep well due to something and i'm feeling that everything was like my fault i'm the one who did alot of thing which i shldn't haiz whyee i'm like getting from bad to worse maybe i'm the one who shld change bah . Read thru all my old entries and i was like damm happie but now whyee i'm like this haiz kahhao must change okie . Look thru my entries i actualli reallie feel like crying out loud it seem like i lose alot of thing from frenz down to my precious one i once regret so now i reallie dun want anyone to regret anymore cos it reallie hurt alot of people haiz must jia euu le . Think i sacrafice too much so now suffered alot nor i must reallie work hard to reallie cope with alot of thing even my mumn told miie not to stress myself too much . also dun knw whyee i purposely make myself so busy i'm like making myself numb so that i won't thnk too much haiz whyee whyee whye ... maybe i shld know what to do bah kahhao must jia euu okie haiz !
