My birThDay Haiz dun realli knw what to say abit sad bah ystd was my burfdae and so it go like this . Went to school then i left at 1 after wen tback to my former sch to hand in my proposal for the carnival ... and also help in npcc damm tired and reallli very de sad looking at all my cadet looking at their discipline i dun know when thn will WSNP stand up again like last time haiz damm damm sad sia . Also very angy haiz .. even the NCO are not doing much dun realli know what to said in order to make them grow haiz ... whyee like that my burfdae can't even be happie haiz . After cca went home then come out meet with my good frenz to hae dinner and c elebrate tgt was very fun and happie at that point of time ha ha so good ..haiz but everything change , it was so irony man ! haiz ... tot everything shld be nice and good but it turn out to be so bad that my mood realli sunk down haiz . I may look as if i'm alrite but i realli think i didn't do much as a frenz haiz whyee am i that lousy whyee ? i realli realli very very de lousy man ! sorie that i did not help euu much sorrie haiz ... hope he realli will be okie and change bah ! The news was realli shocking but what i could do was just to accept haiz hope he will think thru and realli keep his promise bah haiz ... why euu do so many toopid thing haiz ..... kahhao